sometimes, stalking is really pointless isn't it? Cyber stalking, I mean, which is really a lot less freaky than physical stalking but nevertheless a tiny bit delusional and not that good for you.
I ADMIT that i cyber stalk some people. I don't even know why. Maybe it's that i-know-something-you-don't feeling. Maybe I avoid telling someone i actually read their blog because i dont want them to think i'm stalking them, which is exactly what im doing. Somehow, when you know people are reading your blog, you're less likely to post everything in its entirety. believe me. I KNOW. And reading everything in its entirety somehow makes you think you really know the person you're cyber stalking. It gives you a secret window into their world that you won't normally have.
Then, when you read things in their entirety, you find out things that you don't want to know. You read everything uncensored, even things that person would censor from you. You get depressed.
IYou get close to people you're not actually close to in real life, even if the person you're keeping tabs on doesn't actually know that. You get close to people you don't dare to approach in real life.
Is it worth it? Is knowing every little detail about that person worth it? Is getting depressed all by yourself worth it? Is regretting not taking the chance to say or do things while you could worth it?
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